The Thinking Other Woman

Dear Angels, Metatron, Spirit Guides, Whoever Is Around Who Can Help: 

I've been told to ask for blessings, so I am.

We've got 44 days left, here. If it really is true that he's unhappy, that he misses me, that he wishes he'd left, that he's sorry he stayed, but...

So I'm listening to tarot readings, and I'm getting this weird one.


I get the choice to stay on this path or let it die and go down a new one.


Which doesn't make much sense, because this path is GONE and not coming back. And I sure as fuck don't see some wonderful new creative beginning ahead of me. I have no creativity and I've given up all the old ideas I used to have about what I wanted to do. None of those are any ...

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Interesting that I'm seeing this. I have no way of knowing, but if it is, I did tell you so a long time ago.

Oh, well. 

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Oh, the misery of falling in love with someone married. Gripped with anxiety, some of us turn to esoteric (and some say, fraudulent) sources of information, reassurance … or perhaps just self-soothing.

The bad thing about learning astrology while in the middle of a third-party situation is, you don't always know what you need to know when you need to know it.

Years ago, when I first looked at the transits for this two-year period that's about to start, I only saw the ones that reflected what I wanted to see. I just KNEW that woman was never going to change, so of course he'd take the transits that ju...

Dear You (and you know who you are),

As you know, I dabble a lot in tarot and astrology. (When you're anxious to know the future of a relationship, that's a temptation.)


What I'm being told right now is that we have no future. (Well ... astrology says we do, and taro...

Group One. 

Basically, if you want to "level up, someday in the future when I feel more ready," then you need to have a plan to get there. It's not going to happen when you're peeing in your Depends in the nursing home.

Time Grows Short.

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Serendipity ain't gonna work. If YOU want something, YOU have to DO something.

No bullshit.

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Abandon hope all ye who enter here.

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It does to me.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9whwEdUX3YQ

https://teachmetarot.com/part-1-minor-arcana/lesson-8-the-four-fours/the-seven-vii-of-cups/the-eight-viii-of-cups/

All I can say for sure is that something is going on.

I get a lot of tarot readings these days that assure the hapless viewer that the person in question is off thinking about their options and wishes they could return. I also get a lot that talk about the person being STUCK as usual, which, after seven years, bodes no good.

What I know is that the last visit here I know this person made was the 6th of September. He might...

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Me: Creative Process Spread

Creative force behind the project: Nine of Swords reversed.

Imagination: Page of pentacles

Emotion: Two of cups.

Thought: Six of cups.